<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206</id><updated>2011-04-21T22:39:55.882-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Neferion Planet</title><subtitle type='html'>&lt;&lt;&lt;JUAN's WORLDDD!&gt;&gt;&gt;</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>David</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07319183395824023582</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>31</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-105798356849481594</id><published>2003-07-11T21:19:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-07-11T21:19:28.460-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Ok so lets see here, today is friday the 11 well actually more like saturday but yea its very late or very early! So anyway what I am trying to get at is I'm leaving in a week's time, actually just a little under a weeks time... So if anyone wants to do anything with me just let me know ok...? If you want to call but don't have my number its 502 3131 I'm not giving u the area cause there might be some freak's out there that don't really know me you know? yea that's right i mean you punk!!! Anyway in South Africa my number will be like 714 5149 or something but you need the international codes and you can just ask me for that if your really going to call. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lately I'm just chillin with my brother, playing some Ps2 thanks brett if your reading this. Otherwise not much is happening, i went to david's house last night, that was fun up to a certian point. I think i'm going swimming tomorrow night, maybe sneak into my pool if anyone wants to join me. Other than that i don't have much to say so I will talk to you all later.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~ J Fury( isnt that a cool name)&lt;br /&gt;   Member of Shield&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-105798356849481594?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/105798356849481594'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/105798356849481594'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_07_06_archive.html#105798356849481594' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-105763683510685607</id><published>2003-07-07T21:00:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-07-07T21:00:35.086-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i dont think i talk about pirates enough on these live journal entries... PIRATES RULE , my brother is also here so let the pirate schinanigans role... U know what's a good song ... Konstantine (thanks kristy) anyway its really long but very good, are u done downloading that yet amanda?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ok so now ill be serious for a bit.. it's holidays so im not really gonna sit here and talk to you about my day ok? Cause all my days involve a lot of sleeping eating and staring at a wall for hours :&gt; yea so my brother is here, brett left me and so did chrissy and on top of that AND THIS IS FREAKING IRRITATING, David the PIRATE and kathy went and chilled somewhere and u know what david didn't even tell us... he kept it a secret man how could u, i hope u read this cause ur the cause of me not talking to you yea that's right!!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let's see oh my brother has flu so i don't know if you all will get to see him if you wanted too... and yea see nothing else to say, brett gave me his playstation thats pretty cool right? I stay up late at night for some unknown reason... and talk to people so yea thats kinda what im doing at the moment&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One last thing im leaving for south africa in like 11 days!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love juan&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-105763683510685607?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/105763683510685607'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/105763683510685607'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_07_06_archive.html#105763683510685607' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-105695393956647172</id><published>2003-06-29T23:18:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-06-29T23:18:59.530-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>those memories keep me&lt;br /&gt;awake, i long for them &lt;br /&gt;always, missing you i cry&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you remember the good times?&lt;br /&gt;Sleeping for 2 hours, waking for church&lt;br /&gt;James asking for food? Good times&lt;br /&gt;This isnt a poem&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This isnt a song, &lt;br /&gt;this is just a tribute&lt;br /&gt;a bookmark, to a time &lt;br /&gt;to the best time of my life&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-105695393956647172?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/105695393956647172'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/105695393956647172'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_06_29_archive.html#105695393956647172' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-105694994392697735</id><published>2003-06-29T22:12:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-06-29T22:17:58.616-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>there used to be a poem here&lt;br /&gt;but apparently it was to BLUNT&lt;br /&gt;ok no wait amanda has no idea what is is about MOR HAR HAR&lt;br /&gt;so ill post it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Could it be&lt;br /&gt;that i have never known love&lt;br /&gt;that my mind is a liar&lt;br /&gt;giving me false elusions?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Could it be &lt;br /&gt;that i could have you&lt;br /&gt;love you or hold you&lt;br /&gt;that my dreams are false prophets?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Could it be&lt;br /&gt;that you like my delirious mind&lt;br /&gt;the smile it produces &lt;br /&gt;or is my thinking far fetched?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for more poems... ill post my old ones go to my other site &lt;a href="http://smolderingheart.blogspot.com"&gt;MOR HAR HAR&lt;/a&gt;. I hope that gets u there ( : oh but dont go there yet cause i still need to do it, which im to lazy for so ill do it tomorrow&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-105694994392697735?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/105694994392697735'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/105694994392697735'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_06_29_archive.html#105694994392697735' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-105694902292817403</id><published>2003-06-29T21:57:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-06-29T22:01:52.163-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>So just on hols at the moment... Spending way to much time at &lt;a href="http://www.deviantart.com"&gt;this site&lt;/a&gt;, just doing some art and stuff, at the moment i dont have to much if u want to check it out search for neferion or go &lt;a href="http://neferion.deviantart.com"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;. I'm going to try write some poetry but i want you all to understand something first when i write poetry i over exadurate, i say stuff i mean to a small degree and often about people i dont know very well, so don't take it personally if you think its about u which it very well might be, just ask me about it and ill explain...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; (oh i just read this really cool poem so if this is all weird u know why, im a copy cat)&lt;br /&gt;Dreaming , i find peace&lt;br /&gt;you are there&lt;br /&gt;your warm smile shaking&lt;br /&gt;the very way i think&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I find myself smirking&lt;br /&gt;i dont smile often &lt;br /&gt;but i smile when&lt;br /&gt;i speak to you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will never have my dream come true&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;never find your eyes&lt;br /&gt;looking into mine&lt;br /&gt;like darkness longing for warmth&lt;br /&gt;ur smile is my breathe...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-105694902292817403?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/105694902292817403'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/105694902292817403'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_06_29_archive.html#105694902292817403' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-96002762</id><published>2003-06-24T20:26:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-06-24T20:33:53.000-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I changed the grip on my tennis raquet today, something that i don't do everyday but something that brings back memories, lot's of memories. So lets see... what's happening you say? (&lt;i&gt;lol not that anyone is saying that cause no one reads this&lt;/i&gt;) but ill tell you what's happening. This is what's happening. It is tuesday night, I am sitting in front of my pc, thinking; constantly thinking of stuff. Lately due to no school i have been hanging out with crazy kids an aweful lot. It's cool and all, and i love some of the conversation's i have, but the feeling's i feel aren't all that cool and it reminds me of a time now past so i will not bring it up, but some of you wise ones out there might remember that time when i was destraught and did not know what was happening in my life, all because of one person...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So anyway, girls are always problems have u noticed that, no matter how much Daniel and James preached that to me i would not believe them, i thought  that i knew better than they did, that they just didnt see something that i could see. I was wrong, oh yes i was very very mistaken and now I ask them forgiveness for thinking them wrong when in reality it was me who was mistaken. &lt;b&gt;Don't I kind of sound like MOJOJOJO?&lt;/b&gt; lol anyway, and no i don't watch the powerpuff girls. But back to the point. I'm sorry guys i was wrong and you were right. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tonight i asked kathy the all important question, and the answer was as i suspected. It is probably not the question you guys think i asked because it seems that some people might think i like kathy (&lt;i&gt;in that way&lt;/i&gt;) but in reality i don't think i do. But that brings me to another conclusion that i don't think i like any girl, which brings me to the ultimate conclusion that i don't think i really ever liked a girl &lt;b&gt;all that much&lt;/b&gt;. I mean &lt;b&gt;&lt;/b&gt;don't think I am gay because &lt;b&gt;you would be very mistaken&lt;/b&gt;, i find woman attractive and i really cant even see why woman find men attractive... But back to the point. The point is i think I just mistake lame feelings for something greater, which makes me even stupider that i once believed. &lt;b&gt;Now i think im really really stupid&lt;/b&gt;. And even now i think im writing this in the hope that someone might read it and think, YAY he is cute or something like that(&lt;i&gt;and by someone i mean a specific person, not some random girl, and no david i don't mean your GF, which leaves only one person yes? Good&lt;/i&gt;) so in conclusion i think i just get carried away with all this gf trash, but even when i say that i wish that i could impress this girl but i know i wont, do u guys understand what i mean? If u do can you help me out, do u have any advice? please? i would really apreciate it from anyone that reads this, it makes no difference whether i know u or not, whether ur daniel &lt;i&gt;-who will probably say girls are from the devil- &lt;/i&gt;or if ur the girl im talking about.... &lt;b&gt;it makes no difference&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Um yea that must have been a really lame weird LJ but lately im kinda random so that leaves me with only one more thing to say&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PIRATES RULE&lt;i&gt;(my brother is coming soon, rape and pillage me maties, ho ho ho with a bottle of rum!!!)&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt; + +&lt;br /&gt; \__/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-96002762?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/96002762'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/96002762'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_06_22_archive.html#96002762' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-95932794</id><published>2003-06-22T20:30:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-06-22T20:30:47.723-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>yea so this is the second time im going to write in this STUPID thing , anyway what i was saying is how boring and usual my life is, i think im going through a lame time or something butnothing seems fun at the moment, what i need is something new something fun and exciting, it can be a gradual thing or instananious but it needs to happen soon or start happening... anyway i wanted to write a poem, havent done that for a while but i have no idea what to write about...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i can try to show you how i feel&lt;br /&gt;through things i say when you are near&lt;br /&gt;but it can never be happiness you see&lt;br /&gt;that feeling is lost forever to me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You think i mean a lot to you&lt;br /&gt;A great friend i am, always, whats new&lt;br /&gt;A great friend i have been to thousands of you&lt;br /&gt;And still a great friend i am to you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you ever wonder why i cry?&lt;br /&gt;why i care and bleed and want to die?&lt;br /&gt;I cry because you just dont have a clue&lt;br /&gt;and this poem, this voice can never reach you&lt;br /&gt;(mmm sorry guys that poem sucked, must sound boring and trivial to u all)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ill talk about my week a bit later, i dont really feel like it now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;;-c&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-95932794?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/95932794'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/95932794'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_06_22_archive.html#95932794' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-95692848</id><published>2003-06-15T13:26:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-06-15T13:26:05.180-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Yea so yesterday...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I woke up at like ten with a phone call from kathy, we decided to go to the soccer game the night before but i hate waking up early so we were late, and also the quiet times with weird noises on the phone didnt help matters. So we finnally get to the fields (me, david and kathy) and the game is long over and all thats left is amanda P, so we talk to her for a while and then decide to go back to my house, chilled there for a while before dave and kathy left... &lt;br /&gt;Later on in the day, i went to go look at cars with my mom, so we go and we also stop by the house which is coming along nicely and then after that i tell her this. "Well mom we are close to the soccer fields where Amanda and bridget are playing their second game, you want to go?" She agrees and we are off. Now there's things i don't really want to say much about this because i dont know how many people read this but if u do and u want to know exactly what happened just ask me...&lt;br /&gt;basically i had a really good time because of a small little thing, it made my whole day cool which was really good, anyway so i go home and get a call from amanda, they wanted to come swim, i call brett cause apparently he called me and he said he is up for swimming too but first i had to go to dinner with my parents which was really nice cause i was really hungry. Anyway got home and Amanda, chrissy and brett are already there. So we go to the pool, we swam and sat in the jecuzzi (sorry cant spell) and after than we went to the sona(again dont even wanna try), anyway it was all very relaxing. Went home took a shower and then we went to kathy's house, only for a short while though, went home at 11 watched some tv until my eyes fell shut and went to bed....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;all and all a very good day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All girls should play sports, that way they wont have any aggression left for us...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cia&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-95692848?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/95692848'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/95692848'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_06_15_archive.html#95692848' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-95676302</id><published>2003-06-14T20:40:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-06-14T20:40:47.750-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>SO let's see, i always randomly forget to do these inserts and i dont have a domanatrix telling me to update them because she was gone for a week on some military camp(dont ask me). My last week of school... how can i put this, im physically no longer a child , mentally im a three year old : 0 and my sould will always be young,,, so this week sucked because i wish i could stay in school forever, i know you guys probably dont feel the same way but this is me...&lt;br /&gt;Other than that my week was ok and today was cool but I'll get to that later. So monday and tuesday i just chilled at school the WHOLE TIME because i had this project to do anyway i did most of it but it still brought my comp grap design down from an A to a B which really sucks. The other two days i just did some finals, i got really depressed but i had a chat with rio, dan and later james and today paul , so yea it was all good i guess. So anyway the was friday soon which meant no school, i slept late and MAN DOES THAT FEEL GOOD, u know usually when u do that ur like im so glad its the weekend or holidays well imagine this : Wake up...."ah man i love the weeke.. hold on I LOVE MY LIFE" yea thats right its an amazing feeling. So after that i was like so what to do with my life, and i did nothing the whole day, yea thats right NOTHING but i think thats when i spoke to Rio and Dan but not much else... and then that night i went to a party at kelley's it was cool saw some nice people, AMANDA kinda did something stupid though but its all good...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today was cool but another insert will tell u about it all.....;-)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAVE A FUNKY DAY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-95676302?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/95676302'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/95676302'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_06_08_archive.html#95676302' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-95410594</id><published>2003-06-07T11:21:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-06-07T11:21:39.420-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>mm m yet again it is Saturday so i think another week has passed. This week sucked, a lot!!! I did nothing, although i should have, i was really sick all the time which didnt help at all, i didnt go to prom, it keeps on raining(NEW THEME SONG Travis: why does it always rain on me, because IT DOES). Anyway i was bored most of the time, which meant that i thought about stuff, and when that happens nothing good follows.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway so prom was on Friday, i didnt want to go because i don't really like prom much and i dont really know seniors all that well, so i kinda feel like i don't belong. But don't think im a loser and just couldnt find a date, because i could OK!!! fine fine i couldnt, i suck my life is over ....lol, j/k, thanks for trying to set me up matt, i apreciate it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I did some projects this week, or i should have anyway. And then there is the stupid girl thing which i really should just forget about, because they all come from hell anyway right james?(Dan i would include u but u never know with the afrikaanse meisies, ; ) ). Yea well anyway yesterday was one cool day because i smiled at this lady and opened the door for her, and gave me a big smile, i hoped i brightened her day a little. And also i went out with amanda and sarah, they are both insane though so we decided to tp david's car , and we have the pics to prove it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ROBOTS AND PIRATES RULE! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cheers&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-95410594?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/95410594'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/95410594'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_06_01_archive.html#95410594' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-95142252</id><published>2003-05-31T21:57:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-05-31T21:57:06.723-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Ok so today is Sunday , or saturday... whichever way you want to see it. Daniel is probably playing on his new PRS , awesome stuff. So i woke up at ten or something right, and i go with brett's dad to pick up kathy and we are off the brett's game. So we get there and if you know kathy you know she would make an excellent cheerleader, it was weird . Anyway we had a good talk( or atleast i thought it was descent, kathy will have to come back to me on that... uve been a bad boy david). Um so after that i went home , had some lunch and went off to the movies to watch bruce almighty with brett, brad, kathy and chrissy so more time with kathy but wait there's more, the movie was cool, kinda sad for a Jim carey movie, so after that we chilled at brett's house for a while and then went to the mall , david came so we went driving for a while until we stopped at a chinese restuarant. Got some cool soup and other stuff, then we rented , darkness falls and went back to my house to watch it. Now only me, david chrissy and yes kathy haha way to much time spent with her today , no offence kathy you rock but still long time. So it was scary i guess , kathy screamed, david almost lost his arm.At around 12 they left and now im writing this&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ok time for bed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-95142252?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/95142252'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/95142252'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_05_25_archive.html#95142252' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-95011911</id><published>2003-05-28T16:56:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-05-28T16:56:42.633-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Ok well enough of putting in stupid pictures, its time i tell you guys what's been happening in my life. I haven't done that in AGES so here goes...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well , lets start where i left of shall we? I did go see the matrix and it was basically what i expected, good but not as good as the first one and damn confusing but one thing i didnt expect was the porn.. yea dern for that one, seriously i think matrix should be a porn free movie, the first one was and it was such a good movie(like the best). Anyway so david also had a good time, actually a little too good if you ask mem and for the people that didnt know, kathy and david are now dating, if you didnt realise that you must be kind of blind but the only people that read this is kathy and david so i dont even know why i am stating it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The last two weeks sure have been a ton of fun(sarcasm), i came to a lot of conclusions about life which i guess is good, so all i need to do now is make decisions according to those conclusions but that's the hard part. If anyone wants to talk about life and the conclusions i made, feel free i would actually really like it and it will give me a chance to see who actually read this. If you dont have my screen name for some arrb reason or you don't know me, you can get me at &lt;b&gt;kinrud@hotmail.com&lt;/b&gt;. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This last week, we have been getting off early because of SOL's which i dont have to right so its really no problem what so ever. Brett is driving me there and back which is even better, i played cricket on tuesday which was really cool. Lets see what else? Um im driving tons, for some reason my mom doesnt want to drive anymore so i take her most places. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ill enter some stuff i felt in my other site if u want to check it out click &lt;a href="http://www,smolderingheart.blogspot.com"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;. yea ok well like just over two more weeks until i don't have to go to school anymore. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Juan&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wonder if i want her,&lt;br /&gt;because of the past&lt;br /&gt;or because of the future&lt;br /&gt;It's so strange...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your not the most beautiful&lt;br /&gt;but somehow i can't get my mind off you&lt;br /&gt;If i talk to you now&lt;br /&gt;will i only learn to hate you?&lt;br /&gt;(cycle, by me)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-95011911?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/95011911'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/95011911'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_05_25_archive.html#95011911' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-94766062</id><published>2003-05-22T19:27:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-05-22T19:27:10.203-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/G/ghettokitty/1047300968_uizgoodbye.jpg" border="0" alt="goodbye"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You have a goodbye kiss- much passion and longing,&lt;br&gt;but never lasting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/ghettokitty/quizzes/What%20kind%20of%20kiss%20are%20you%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What kind of kiss are you?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hey guys sorry for all these things but ive been kinda bored so i took some quizzes&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-94766062?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/94766062'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/94766062'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_05_18_archive.html#94766062' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-94765699</id><published>2003-05-22T19:17:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-05-22T19:18:26.000-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/trinitykills/1052702439_esQuiz3neo.jpg" border="0" alt="You are Neo"&gt;&lt;br&gt;You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You&lt;br&gt;display a perfect fusion of heroism and&lt;br&gt;compassion.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizilla.com/users/trinitykills/quizzes/What%20Matrix%20Persona%20Are%20You%3F/"&gt; &lt;font size="-1"&gt;What Matrix Persona Are You?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;BR&gt; &lt;font size="-3"&gt;brought to you by &lt;a href="http://quizilla.com"&gt;Quizilla&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-94765699?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/94765699'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/94765699'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_05_18_archive.html#94765699' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-94418318</id><published>2003-05-15T16:47:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-05-15T16:47:52.693-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Um&lt;br /&gt;yea so today sure was fun. Actually not much at all but lets see where i left off, um oh yea basically just another boring week with a little devilish twist, AP CHEM EXAM. It was hell but the expressions on all the other people's faces assured me that i was not alone in utter despair and they are all really smart people so its all good! So besides for that i havent been kinda dead, like i just go through each day, feeling just as tired and bored with my life , with no hopes of a future and only a cool past to fall back on. Pretty darn depressing isnt it? Yea it sure is!!! HAHA&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway im having a good time , i guess life is moving on , i would like to spend some more time with certian people and i would like to say you know who you are but I dont think you really do and I know one person doesnt!!! HAHA but yea , also i would like to spend some more time with people that i am unable to spend time with and you guys do know who you are hopefully... I miss you guys, i really do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SO tomorrow is just another weekend , i might go see the matrix reloaded which im sure i will enjoy although nothing could match the first one , it was the ultimate this will only be good. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks to matt , amanda for spending time with me , also to devon , its cool to talk to super cheerleaders(but u probably wont read this) :-) and then i want to say thanks to the other amanda , and chrissy and kathy for trying to cheer me up and asking what is wrong when i really dont know myself , thanks guys i know ive been kinda a drag. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yea i guess thats all for now, oh david have a great time man(i think u know what i mean) &lt;br /&gt;cia later&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-94418318?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/94418318'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/94418318'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_05_11_archive.html#94418318' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-94303055</id><published>2003-05-13T19:30:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-05-13T19:31:09.000-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Can anyone say Hell Yea!!! like ausies? I am Valhalla, like the big rocking god with a guitar woo hoo actually its a mighty axe but if you've seen justice friends on dexter's lab you'll know what im talking about. So I am going to insert a joke although many oh you have heard this before and it sounds much better when someone tells it instead of being read but whatever...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So this Australian walks into a british bar and strikes up a conversation with a Brittish fellow. So the british guy says that he will buy him a beer and the man goes HELL YEA!!! thanks mate. And the britt starts thinking and finnally asks the ausie why all ausies say hell yea , so the ausie says :&lt;br /&gt;Well you see it all started when your ancesters sent our ancesters away , see they were criminals, and so bad that they didnt even want to in prisons, so they were exiled and put on this ship. And taken to the bottom of the earth, all the inmates thought this place was going to be hell on earth , but then the boat sailed past &lt;a href="http://www.geocities.com/EnchantedForest/Cottage/6936/australia/beaches.htm"&gt;Bondi beach&lt;/a&gt; and they all said, "we have to live there our whole life? that is our punishment? HELL YEA", and since then ausies have been saying hell yea&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-94303055?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/94303055'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/94303055'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_05_11_archive.html#94303055' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-94302350</id><published>2003-05-13T19:16:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-05-13T19:16:12.510-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/tests/damned/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/tests/damned/valhalla.jpg" title="Valhalla" border="0" alt="" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/tests/damned/"&gt;Are &lt;i&gt;you&lt;/i&gt; damned?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;Brought to you by &lt;a href="http://rumandmonkey.com/"&gt;Rum and Monkey&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You will die a warrior and be spirited away by warbling wenches to the Hall of the Slain. Meat and mead for ever more, well until Ragnarok, anyway, when you will do battle with giants, giantesses, dwarfs, elves and Nidhug, a dragon who likes to nibble trees. Odin is great!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-94302350?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/94302350'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/94302350'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_05_11_archive.html#94302350' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-94088162</id><published>2003-05-09T20:34:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-05-09T20:34:44.190-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Yea so a couple of days have passed and once again no entries but this time i have a reason see, the reason is this : &lt;br /&gt;On monday i did my last entry , after a hard day of school , tuesday i did absolutely nothing , it was my day of veging out before the nightmare would begin , oh but i did finish a comp Graph project and i think i talked to some people. Wednesday came around and fear was upon me, so instead of studying i went somewhere with the posse who have been very weird lately , anyway it was cool to hang with brett cause i dont see him that much no more. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After chilling at an ice-cream shop discussing all the problems i have , i realised its stupid , we should be friends because we want to be friends not because we should make something work or we should hang out , i like spending time with everyone of those people(except when they are super upset, and i try and be there for them but its hard when they just shun you away) anyway i try and be happy but because there is a DEATH CLOUD hanging over everyone its very hard, and my happiness gets drained out of me. I went home and got no studying done. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So Doom's day number one dawned, i was tired as always , i wrote the stupid insanely hard test and was over with it , even though i did badly it was ok cause its over and done with. I had a cool convo with Mr Torrence or actually he told the class a story that really struck me and now i have more respect for him( And i had a lot of respect for him before this ; ) ) anyway yea went home for my sisters last day in the united states , i didnt think much of it cause we are seperated a lot and its not that long before i see her again, but for some reason i was really depressed the whole day because she left , i miss her and i miss my brother, i miss the way things was and im sad cause they can never be the same again!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway today i wrote a precalc test which i hope went well , also i found out something cool that made my day a little better, not that it makes any difference in the long run. Lets just say thank you for soccer(man that game rocks, go amanda P). So i got home and felt really depressed , im sad that i just didnt talk to my mom because being selfish i couldnt see how depressed she was that my sister left, it must really hurt her... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;David came over , we played some guitar, i really want to get better... but somehow i dont think i can get better. Also i remembered today that I am going to buy daniel a &lt;a href="http://www.taylorguitars.com/"&gt;taylor&lt;/a&gt; guitar , i dont care if im like 65 years old , its a promise and even if he doesnt want one anymore he is going to get one..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yea so after that, we went to kathy's house for some fun , i ended up talking to chrissy and giving her a piggy bag ride , it was cool...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway tuesday is the second doomsday&lt;br /&gt;have a day&lt;br /&gt; &lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-94088162?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/94088162'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/94088162'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_05_04_archive.html#94088162' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-93832471</id><published>2003-05-05T17:28:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-05-05T17:28:51.706-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>ARRRG MATIE ,&lt;br /&gt;          Walk the plank , let the sharkies feed on ur yellow bellied scoundroll &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(*continious shrieks of pain , anguish and terror)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OI WHERE IS MY BOTTLE OF RUM&lt;br /&gt;AI CAPTIAN HERE IT IS&lt;br /&gt;                          good matie very good &lt;br /&gt;ye will make a good pirate sumday&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-93832471?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/93832471'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/93832471'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_05_04_archive.html#93832471' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-93832335</id><published>2003-05-05T17:26:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-05-05T17:26:18.746-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>One down , much to go ... well so one of my ap tests are done , and im still alive so i guess it was english , not that it went that well be it deffinely cant be as bad as chemistry is going to be , if ive got tons of spelling and grammer errors its partly because i i very weary from testing and also that i am turning into a pirate!!! arrg matie throw the scoundral overboard. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So im listening to dismemberment plan which david introduced to me and they are really good but im thinking that its a very accuired taste if u know what i mean , you will probably love it or hate it kinda like my jewel songs daniel( u remember that)? well anyway if u want to check them out , go for the song "time bomb" , "you are invited" and "girl O'clock" these might not be the best songs but i think you will get where their capabilities lie! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to say thanks to Jill for putting me in her Sub profile and, this is my way of putting you in something i did lol you rock and now your 17 woohoo. Also while im on the topic about people that rock. Sergio is the king and i can never stop stressing this point just because he is so classic or as he would say it FUNKY. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well so this weekend i went to Jill suprise party, and dern she was suprised! LoL , yea anyway so we went to see X2 , and i felt kinda out of place with all the people there , but they are all awesome people and i hope that i get to know them better( hint hint invite the foreigner!!!) lol ; p , yea thats my smily u wanna make fun of it? well what about this one (monkey) try that on trillian. (b) bretts favorite , that will work on normal msn messenger. Anyway so saturday i wake up , and i realise that it is still a school day or my parents went insane cause they woke me up extremely early , but it turns out we planned a trip to the niagara falls... man it took us luike 8 hours to get there and the next morning we took a good 8 hours to get back , i guess in a way it was worth it cause how often to you see that much water plunging down a cliff , not often my friend , not often, the only thing i can say is amaz.... ahh dern gotta find a toilet(lu for ausies). &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So i came back on sunday nite and found one email in my inbox, usually this would be a dissapointment because i usually find like 20 from kathy and brett arguing about something , but this time it wasnt because it was from dan , thanks man!!! i will reply soon , and im trying with those quite times. (God will bless you in more ways that you imagine , good luck with the rest of the year) ....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope you kiddies saw our school web site because i suck with computers and it was a mission to fit that in, for more information about the people who run our school click &lt;a href="http://www.dickinson.edu/~history/dictators/"&gt;&lt;b&gt;here&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt; , they were kind enough to do an insert about our heads!!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I must be doing very random inserts , i guess im kinda crazy but atleast this will keep you amused!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;have a day matie &lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-93832335?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/93832335'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/93832335'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_05_04_archive.html#93832335' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-93689327</id><published>2003-05-02T21:26:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-05-02T21:30:12.000-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i havent done a blog in ages so excuse me if there is actually people looking at this , i wish there was some way you guys could tell me that someones reading this , well i know kathy is but thats a different story! SO anyway man how much is there to tell. Um i think just about a week or more has past so basically what happened this last week is :&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That weekend brett went to new port news , bridget couldnt go out and kathy went down to some beach on some camp , so it was me david and chrissy with amanda joining us late every now and then after work. It was kinda boring no offence guys, but i think we need some fresh blood in our posse , it keeps it alive if u know what im saying , so anyway we just watched the ring on saturday and i vegged out at my house for a while. The week sucked just because that place is like walking into a concentration camp , the food is terrible , they make it super cold just so u can feel a bit closer to germany with no air con during winter , And we have this dictator as head of our school. Here is our official home page &lt;a href="http://home.att.net/~jvbond0007/adolf-hitler-wc.htm"&gt;Our school&lt;/a&gt;. Yea so anyway its friday again i think i will do a seperate blog just for today!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cia&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-93689327?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/93689327'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/93689327'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_04_27_archive.html#93689327' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-93214474</id><published>2003-04-24T19:12:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-04-24T19:12:54.216-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Oh man school sucks , its the worst thing they can do to children but somewhere in there there are some really good concepts. Instead of working though i think we should just have like social sessions everyday. How cool would that be , do some weird mind growing stuff but nothing serious , and then learn everything else when we are twenty cause it would take us like 2 years to learn everything we are taught in school anyway's and sure we wouldnt know how to read and right for like 20 years but i still think that would be the way to do it!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yea anyway otherwise things arent going to badly, not getting enough sleep though , i gave brett back his playstation , got my permit i dunno if i told anyone that cause i havent been writing in this much. Oh and daniel got a permit today , im proud of that boy , usually he procrastenates when it comes to stuff like this , WELL DONE MAN&lt;br /&gt;ok well im in a very weird mood at the moment so probably not the best time to be writting this &lt;br /&gt;have a day! &lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-93214474?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/93214474'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/93214474'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_04_20_archive.html#93214474' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-93012997</id><published>2003-04-21T17:18:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-04-21T17:18:03.060-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Mmmmm , first day back to school , kinda sucky but uneventful , my sis got accepted which is good news for the first time in ages , i never have good news anymore everything just goes from bad to worse to freaking terrible and i think it can't get worse but it can and i have a feeling it will. Tomorrow is going to be a very busy day , today my mom was pissed off for some reason , luckily i was alone for most of the day.  Brett came back today , i hope he had a good time!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-93012997?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/93012997'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/93012997'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_04_20_archive.html#93012997' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-92954511</id><published>2003-04-20T17:58:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-04-20T17:58:19.843-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Yea the weekend was kinda boring which is really sad. Friday I went to try to get my permit , they didnt want to give it to me and they would only tell me that after i waited for 3 hours , other than that it was boring , i think i went to david's house or something , but i think we were all just tired of seeing each other. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saturday came along , it was such a boring day that i should have really used for some work but instead i played some FF10 because i have to give it back tomorrow, mmm cause thats when brett gets back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today my sister came to the US , now im very cramped but its good to see her again so i guess it balances out , school starts tomorrow , brett gets back tomorrow , im writing a couple of test and im sopposed to study and stuff , also i have tons of hw , i guess i'll have to do that sometime. LOL oh well maybe some other time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-92954511?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92954511'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92954511'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_04_20_archive.html#92954511' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-92815924</id><published>2003-04-17T20:15:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-04-17T20:15:26.403-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Another day passes with no homework done , i really have to start that soon , Today i played some final fantasy 10 , which is bad a know very anti social and all , after that i went to the mall with some friends , saw kyle griffen , he had just gotten a piercing. After that went to kathy's house to say hi , she went running , i went to borders to drink some cool cactus flavor drink , oh another pink one it rocked , got home talk to kathy with our many issues and now im kinda helping dave with a song.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-92815924?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92815924'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92815924'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_04_13_archive.html#92815924' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-92758364</id><published>2003-04-16T21:16:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-04-16T21:16:41.530-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Wow this week seems to be moving so fast, ok so today my dad woke me up really early for some stupid reason and i just went straight back to bed , when he came back from some place we had to go pick up my mom from the airport, her stupid flight was delayed. So finally got home at 2 pm or something , went online and just before i left , my best friend came online , we talked for a while when some strange people came knocking on my window.. LOL oh and somewhere in between i went to say cheers to brett how is going on a tour in holland for field hockey , GOOD LUCK MAN&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yea so anyway , me and the gang went to play some tennis and they all suck so badly , i want to play with dan the man, he would probably kick me at tennis at the moment though , anyway after some terrible playing that i dont even wanna really call tennis , we went to Mcd's as always , so bridget came and joined us , we were kinda outa ideas so we just chilled for a while , then we went to Van Dyke park , it was fun , some people were chilling alone , i acted like a little kid , u know good times! (good luck Davey) , anyway so yea we dropped chrissy off at home and started driving around , for some reason we ended up at my new house and we looked around , bridge dropped me at home and thats it. I REALLY have to make these shorter&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-92758364?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92758364'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92758364'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_04_13_archive.html#92758364' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-92625221</id><published>2003-04-14T20:06:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-04-14T20:06:02.450-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Mmm ok so it is now sunday , i didnt really post anything yesterday or the day before , so hear i go starting from saturday and i will try work my way through it. So on saturday my dad was just magically gone which doesnt happen much and is really an awesome thing. So i just ate breakfast at around noon and then i decided i will see what my friends were up to, everyone came to my house and we went to the mall to look for a gift for manda , after that we decided to go back to my house, me and david played some guitar! then we went to brett's house got some clothes for brett and then waited for bridget and kathy, chilled there for about an hour just playing some tekken , me and david had a close match , after that we went to maccaroni grill to mess something up with amanda and that part of the nite totally sucked , so after that we headed over to dave's just did random stuff, then we went to see amanda before we had to drop kathy and chrissy of , that nite me and brett spent the nite at david's.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;woke up sunday morning , went to david's church after some pasta for breakfast, chilled there for a while, while david had band prac with his mates. He dropped me off at home and i chilled for a long time , so relaxing , gave my dad a call. That nite the gang came over and we just chilled , amanda came and that was a whole long spiejl but its over now so its all good , david left early , and we went out to the government center for some nite time fun. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Brett slept over and i woke up about noon , brett mom came to pic him up and i thought about how dirty this place is , been thinking that for a while now , basically the whole day , guess i should do something about it sometime...&lt;br /&gt;dad's coming back tomorrow ... oh well&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-92625221?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92625221'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92625221'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_04_13_archive.html#92625221' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-92491775</id><published>2003-04-12T10:36:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-04-12T10:36:52.030-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>yea so it is spring break!!!!! woo hoo , and i got away from school with only about 40 hours of hw to do... Stupid ap subjects!!! Anyway so last nite i spoke to my dad before i went out because he is going to be gone till tuesday. I went to chrissy's house, and it was only brett and her. So we decided to walk to mcdonalds and wait for dave to join us , he finnally pitched like 40 minutes late and with kathy there too , he was blushing slightly and they both had huge smiles on their faces LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After that we went over to dave's house and just chilled there for a while , playing some guitar and stuff. David is awesome, really awesome. We also watched a movie but it was really long and other people didnt find it good at all, we decided to go home and poor dave had to drive us all back. Little joei(chrissy) fell asleep a couple of times. Brett got dropped off and i was next , the car rides were much fun and many laughs but then i got dropped off and went straight to bed in an effort not to wake my dad&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that was yesterday &lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-92491775?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92491775'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92491775'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_04_06_archive.html#92491775' title=''/><author><name>Juan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09770573953223325213</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-92397233</id><published>2003-04-10T18:28:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-04-10T18:28:45.810-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Today was good, went out with the posse. We went to chrissy's house followed by some fun in the forest and after that we ended with some Mcdonald's. After all that was done david came to my house and we played some guitar it was great but now i am supposed to study for ap Chem&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seriously this teacher is very nice but i think she isn't mentally stable , giving us an ap chemistry test the day before spring break and the day we get back is complete madness , luckily that class is mostly filled with smart people unlike me because there is no way i am studying(note i dont know how to spell that) for either test. So I'm kinda nacked from all the madness today and i played some racket ball with my dad. If i can just live through tomorrow i will have a week off of hell. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- Juan&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-92397233?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92397233'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92397233'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_04_06_archive.html#92397233' title=''/><author><name>David</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07319183395824023582</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-92330981</id><published>2003-04-09T19:14:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-04-09T19:14:40.046-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>So i just want to say thanks to dave firstly for setting this up man you rock! I'm telling you the blog is out for me he didnt want to let me on at all! &lt;br /&gt;Ok so I guess this will be my diary of sorts, man i cant wait for spring break so tired and we are going to have so much fun&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-92330981?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92330981'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92330981'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_04_06_archive.html#92330981' title=''/><author><name>David</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07319183395824023582</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5266206.post-92329974</id><published>2003-04-09T18:57:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-04-09T18:57:22.543-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Hey Juan. Feel free to edit any of this stuff. have a good one.&lt;br /&gt;Your buddy, Dave&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5266206-92329974?l=kinrud12.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92329974'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5266206/posts/default/92329974'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kinrud12.blogspot.com/2003_04_06_archive.html#92329974' title=''/><author><name>David</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07319183395824023582</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry></feed>
